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Adult Daniel Jackson FanFiction
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Moon Mistress
Love's Sweet Release Chapter One
by
Will
With a start, Daniel sat up in his bed to find that he was alone. The bed he was sleeping in was drenched with sweat and the room stunk of spilled alcohol. Looking around, he realized that he was in his room in the SGC, the same room he had been in for the past week…never leaving. Looking at the bed beside him he saw yet another empty bottle of Jack Daniels Black Label. He picked it up and tossed it into the growing pile in the garbage can. Another night and another bottle down, this made what…his seventh night in a row of having that dream. Stumbling to the bathroom, Daniel relieved himself of the burden in his bladder…then immediately followed by the contents of his stomach. Sitting beside the toilet, he heard the door to his room open and Jack poked his head around the corner.
“Daniel, you have got to stop doing this to yourself. Look, I am glad that you finally have gotten your memories back after being sent back to us from where Oma is and all, but you are destroying yourself. Why don’t you talk with us and let us all help you? This drinking like you are doing is not you. What happened to Sha’re and to Sarah is not your fault.”, Jack said shaking his head. “Look, Sam and Teal’c are waiting for us in the mess…why don’t you take a quick shower and join us. I will have some of the janitors come in and clean this room up.”
“I will take a shower and let you send some people to clean this room up, but I don’t feel like company Jack. I think I will go top-side and get some fresh air.”, Daniel said while standing up and turning on the shower beside him. “Okay Daniel, you do that and I will go get us something to eat…then we can talk, alright?”, Jack responded. “Jack, if you don’t mind…I think that I would rather just be by myself. No offense, but I don’t really wish to talk about anything. I still have a couple of days of leave left from my request and I just want to spend them alone.”, Daniel said as he stripped off his clothes and stepped into the shower. Jack shook his head and turned to walk out of the room. “I will be here when you need me Daniel. You have friends.”, Jack called out over his shoulder. Closing the door to the room behind him, Jack headed to the mess to talk to the rest of the team.
Standing in the shower, Daniel barely heard Jack’s words and his mind again turned inward to the deep loss Daniel was feeling now that his memories were back. Sha’re had been stolen from him and infested with a snake. Sarah had opened an ancient container and was infested with a snake. Why did everyone he loves keep getting taken from him. He could not let this go on any longer, he could not let anyone else he cared for get taken over by these damn Goa’uld. With his mind made up, he would get dressed in his BDUs, get his gear, and leave. He knew just the planet to escape to, he new that all he has to do is get through the gate. A quick trip to the armory and he could use a zat-gun for that.
Twenty-five minutes later, Daniel was standing over the unconscious body of the gate-control officer and had entered the coordinates for where he wanted to go. A few more commands into the computer and all access doors in the gate-room corridor were locked out. Two more commands and the gate started dialing, while the computer prepared for complete erasure. With the lights flashing and the klaxons wailing, Daniel had timed it just right to get to the ramp just after the horizon stabilized and he was through. Upon exiting the other side, the gate immediately closed. With a heavy heart, Daniel planted C-4 all around the gate and set the charges for 30 minutes…that should give him enough time to reach the ruins and be well away from the blast area. With a final look back, Daniel starting running for the ruins.
End of Chapter One
Love's Sweet Release
by
Will
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Chapter Two